~to-be-known

fight for it. use all your energy. until your on the floor crying at yourself to let you stop and give up. its then that pick yourself up and fight again. because when you know that this is where you are suposed to be as though without that one then its like there's a black whole in side you growing bigger and bigger eating everthing that is you. when you KNOW that you are going in the wrong direction and you KNOW that it will KILL YOU to turn around and persue that one thing that you are MADE to do! thats when you fight though the tears and fight though the pain that is ripping every part of your body. ok you will probably die trying but if you stay where you are you WILL die anyway so why no persure what you are ment to. because ducks don't need satalites. i don't know what i'm saying all i know is that i need to fight this year and fight hard because everthing that i need is just out of reach.

on a random note though going to fance hopefully in a few weeks then off to london for a film thing. (i know SOOOOO EXITING, dreams do come true) good luck with it all guys enjoy life!

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